> Seven Seconds;

Here's the story of a girl,
Living in the big wide world,
A hidden life, A secret smile,
Hearing voices that scream too loud.

There, she's standing in the crowd,
Watching. Mouthing silently.
You don't know her. You don't see her.
She's a shadow, nothing more.

You don't see her. You see through her.
She disappears, reappears..but only momentarily,
A second, a minute and then she's gone.

All you're left with are wispy images
of something that never truly existed.
She wasn't real anyway.

Name: E R I C A

Stuff about me: Blogspot is giving me a headache but noone uses xanga =X

* Loves: alien food and bug juice

* I love sleeping in and blanking out

* I hate eight legged things and things that might somehow poo on you =)

× Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

× The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

× Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...it's learning to dance in the rain.

× At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 12 success is having friends.

× At age 16 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 20 success is having sex.

×At age 35 success is having money.

×At age 50 success is having money.

× At age 60 success is having sex.

× At age 70 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 75 success is having friends.

×At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 100 success is not facing death.

♥ Dasha
♥ Dora's dead blog -.-
♥ Jin
♥ JJ
♥ Jo
♥ Matt
♥ Monkii
♥ Poon
♥ Ray
♥ Ryen
♥ Sam
♥ Tiff
♥ Viennci

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CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
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Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Saturday, August 21, 2010~~

9:01 PM

nobody ever told me how much this would hurt. i should be taking baby steps in life right? it feels like you've just pushed me into the ocean and left me to drown.

i want to hate you. i really do. you hull me in, throw me back out, hull me in, throw me back out. it's like i'm a fishing net. the cycle is endless. wtf do you want from me? i've given up myself...isn't that enough? huh? i can't give you anything else. you have my all. so if you don't want it, then leave me be. don't go fkn hot and cold on me all the time. don't hurt me anymore.

and even after all this, why do i still want you to be happy? my head's telling me that you don't deserve to be happy. but i know that you're not happy...not entirely happy at least and again, i give in.

i hate myself. more than you will ever know.

time just keeps ticking...

~~Tuesday, August 3, 2010~~

2:49 AM

stop messing with me.

i'm not some disposable toy that you can just play around with.

time just keeps ticking...