> Seven Seconds;

Here's the story of a girl,
Living in the big wide world,
A hidden life, A secret smile,
Hearing voices that scream too loud.

There, she's standing in the crowd,
Watching. Mouthing silently.
You don't know her. You don't see her.
She's a shadow, nothing more.

You don't see her. You see through her.
She disappears, reappears..but only momentarily,
A second, a minute and then she's gone.

All you're left with are wispy images
of something that never truly existed.
She wasn't real anyway.

Name: E R I C A

Stuff about me: Blogspot is giving me a headache but noone uses xanga =X

* Loves: alien food and bug juice

* I love sleeping in and blanking out

* I hate eight legged things and things that might somehow poo on you =)

× Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

× The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

× Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...it's learning to dance in the rain.

× At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 12 success is having friends.

× At age 16 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 20 success is having sex.

×At age 35 success is having money.

×At age 50 success is having money.

× At age 60 success is having sex.

× At age 70 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 75 success is having friends.

×At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 100 success is not facing death.

♥ Dasha
♥ Dora's dead blog -.-
♥ Jin
♥ JJ
♥ Jo
♥ Matt
♥ Monkii
♥ Poon
♥ Ray
♥ Ryen
♥ Sam
♥ Tiff
♥ Viennci

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ARCHIVES;

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CREDITS;

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Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
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Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Tuesday, July 27, 2010~~

4:38 AM

dear blog

i'm writing this here instead of tumblr coz i know you don't even know this blog exists. well, i don't know if you've ever been on my tumblr but since i haven't used this blog in ages, this blog is more private anyway.

a little bit of me died yesterday. and it hurts so much. i told myself to breathe...breathe in...breathe out. but then i remember that you said the same thing to me yesterday and i just die a little more. why did no one tell me it would hurt this much? how can you act like nothing happened?

i kept trying to hold my breath today because every time i breathed in, i could detect your scent. ever so subtle but always just there. i checked my phone a thousand times today because i kept thinking that you would text...just like before. how can all this change in the span of a day..less than a day...it hasn't even been 24hours yet..

i think i would like to dream forever. to sleep forever. to never wake up.

what happens when the only person you want to talk to is the one who hurt you? what happens when the person that you want to open up to is the very person that you can't face? i can feel the darkness closing in on me again and god i'm scared. i hate this feeling. this helplessness. this suffocation.

how could i have let my walls crumble? how could i have let my defenses down?

it's time to rebuild these walls.

time just keeps ticking...