Here's the story of a girl,
Living in the big wide world,
A hidden life, A secret smile,
Hearing voices that scream too loud.

There, she's standing in the crowd,
Watching. Mouthing silently.
You don't know her. You don't see her.
She's a shadow, nothing more.

You don't see her. You see through her.
She disappears, reappears..but only momentarily,
A second, a minute and then she's gone.

All you're left with are wispy images
of something that never truly existed.
She wasn't real anyway.

PROFILE

Name: E R I C A

Stuff about me: Blogspot is giving me a headache but noone uses xanga =X

WHISPER


LOVE AND HATES

* Loves: alien food and bug juice

* I love sleeping in and blanking out

* I hate eight legged things and things that might somehow poo on you =)

Pretty Quotes

× Live with no excuses and love with no regrets

× The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

× Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...it's learning to dance in the rain.

Random Thing

× At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 12 success is having friends.

× At age 16 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 20 success is having sex.

×At age 35 success is having money.

×At age 50 success is having money.

× At age 60 success is having sex.

× At age 70 success is having a drivers license.

× At age 75 success is having friends.

×At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.

× At age 100 success is not facing death.

Other Worlds

♥ Dasha
♥ Dora's dead blog -.-
♥ Jin
♥ JJ
♥ Jo
♥ Matt
♥ Monkii
♥ Poon
♥ Ray
♥ Ryen
♥ Sam
♥ Tiff
♥ Viennci

Reminiscence

November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
March 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010

counter for blogger

ARCHIVES;

November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010

CREDITS;

Designer
Photobucket.
Blogger.
Blogskins.
Picture 1
Picture 2
Splatter Brushes
Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

Tuesday, January 19, 2010
1:16 AM

yyyyewwww
who else has deviantart?! haha it's kinda funnnnn~~
cept my eyes are sore now....
refiguring out how to use photoshop....
cept my eyes are sore now....
going through random pics
cept my eyes are sore now....
you get the point loool

time just keeps ticking...

Monday, January 18, 2010
2:14 AM

getting sick of my blogskin...
wish i could turn back time.
rewind. delete. play.

time just keeps ticking...

Saturday, January 9, 2010
11:19 PM

wow i haven't updated in 4weeks...o.O""" got back from europe a few days ago...it was awesome!! well...for the most part...other parts were....awkward/annoying/confusing haha we experienced so much (hmm...or should i say annie and i experienced so much...haha anny if you ever read this...i think you'll know what i'm on about ;) BUT doesn't mean it was all good)
anyways, i cbb writing bout it so i'm jst gonna post up some pics and add a bit of commentary... sighh while annie and anny were writing in their scrap books/travel diaries...i was...busy catching up on sleep ??
o.O" soooo my goal of the week is to write everything down in this nice diary thingy i bought with the last of my pounds.

soo first day was amsterdam...think i've
talked about it enough for everyone to get
it -.-" yes...i didn't smoke pot
(T_T" and yes i wanted to try but oh
wells...unforeseen circumstances arose o.O)
BUT i saw the sex show...so i did half of wha
t people go to amsterdam to do? haha who cares.
2nd

pic...yea...they sell cigars/pot/cigarettes everywhere...like literally T_T"""" and well...the whole city smells of pot and tbh...it smells nicer than cigarettes...more subtle i guess



the 3rd one was taken on our trek home at 1am in
the morning thanks to the stupid jaeger bombs/gigantic german pretzels/whatever else we had in the bar. it was completely silent/quiet and annie and i were too high to care about the eeriness. err anny was strangely quiet though...well...we needed someone normal/sober to read the map =)

in the end..it took us 2.5hrs (i think) to walk back to the hotel...T_T""" haha oh wells...at least we felt warm even tho it was like...-15degrees sighhnext pic: scenery of prague...probs my fav city. but...yeah.
next was munich...and we went to dachau concentration camp- the first one to be opene
d during WWII and where 30,000+ people died.
then in munich we went to the ho
fbrahaus
?? (no idea how to spell it) some beer hole thingy. annie and i almo
st died on our 1L of beers...serio
usly..i can't even drink 600mL of water in one go
-.-"
THEN- xmas eve in venice!! ok...the hotel itself was amazi
ng...5star and beautiful...and the food...is apparently heaps expensive...but i took 2bites
and wanted to puke...i don't care if it's some famous italian cheese......YOU DON"T EAT CHEESE
FOR DINNER -.-""""""" so basically i took 2bites and just sat there....><"""
oh yeah...and we also had secret santas XD lol got a fake swarovski necklace thingy fr
o
m seb
but errr....he thinks i don't like it...oh
wells.














and
then...christma
s dinner in florence. haha the guys singin
g were hilari
ous....kinda mumbling in english and trying to get the audienc
e to sing instead -.-""
""

and then in rome...everyone tried to get a
nnie drunk ....errr not really sure if it worked...but she
DID get high on a blowjob o.O"
next day was....FLORENCE!! the leaning tower of pisa shots are...on anny's camera -.-"
ok...the next few pics are coz i couldn't res
ist...but then my sense of humour is retarded -.-















ok so at the beginning of the night...(errr maybe not beginning beginning....think anny left already when we took that pic)...there's annie and i -normal/energetic with mike/matt o.O" dunno which one...stupid tw
ins and then people perf
orming k (it was a karaoke/bar thing) and the audience dancing...and then...tada...next day...no sig
htseeing coz everyone's dead NOTE: THE RANGA GUY (mat) IS THE WORLD"S LOUDEST SNORER T_T""""""""""" woke me up like on a daily
basis everytime we have a coach ride...
and i simply couldn't resist this pic coz it's hilarious
xD
to me and annie ==
next day was still florence...we saw where armani lived o.O" or at least that's what the tour guide said T_T" ok argh......i have like no day pics of florence...anny/annie has them ><>
whhh forgot to introduce my secret santa people. xD
ok in order...there's maddie, me, susan and anke. maddie (i.e. the chick holding the cup) was MY secret santa person...lol being unoriginal and limited to 5euros...i got her errr eyeliner and earrings?...the cheapest thing i could find sighh. owh yeah...being around susan AND maddie at the same time...i was thinking, hm...one's a psych student and the other's a counsellor....not sure if i reeeeaally wanna talk to them. anke's an army driver who just came back from east timor?? can't remember. ==
and then there's seb...where i was his secret santa pe
rson. loll annie and i find him hilarious coz his aim is to try the
most famous beer in each country but then he walks around patting his stomach saying his pregnant coz he drunk/ate too much that day o.O"""














next day was SWITZERLAND (new year's eve day) but i'm so annoyed atm....ANNY AND ANNIE HAVE ALL THE DAY PICS...ok....main reason was coz me...being the lazy person that i
am...and anny being t
he over enthusiastic camera taking person takes about 100
0000+ photos while i
take.
..one T_T"















NEW YEAR"S EVE- lucerne-
masquerade/play boy themed thingy. isn't it pretty??? and it
wasn't even as cold as we expected it to be. in berlin we were like..omg it's freeeeezing, imagine switzerland. but it was actually kinda warm...even on top of mt pilatus
. ok...the masquerade theme was nice...until u actually try to put on your mask...then it's like.....omg...and ben (who reminds me of matt) with his beak thing was -.-" everytime he moved his head/talked he'd hit MY head with his BEAK T____T" and i was like....omg.......

next day: PARISSSSSS


haha the Eiffel tower T_T" pics of me are
all on annie/anny's cameras and i just sifted through my photos and realised that 90% of my photos with actual people in it...are filled with anniy and anny. sighh. anyways, THE CITY OF LIGHTS/THE CITY OF LOVEEEE is s
ooo pretty at night. just....made me freeze to death that's all. xD the 2nd pic was taken from the eiffel tower.



ok so that was the brief version of my tour....owh...forgot to introduce marco (polo...nahh his last name is some spanish thingy that i can neither spell nor pronounce). since we had three people...i ended up sitting next to marco on the coach like...70% of the time...and....HE"S MORE CHILDISH THAN ME mwahahaha and he's the one that gave me my stupid cold. -.-' owhh and this is hilarious.
marco to johan: dudeeee why'd u buy an italian cookbook?! can your mum read italian??
johan: it's an italian souvenir! plus...it's not that hard to figure out italian...
marco: oh yeah?? ok...so this is spaghetti...tortellini...what the hell are the rest of the ingredients and how she gonna follow the instructions.
johan: *goes silent* ..........errr she can learn italian?
ok...annie and i couldn't stop laughing at that but i guess u just had to be there for it to be funny.
yeah cbb uploading more pics n stuff.
i give up.



time just keeps ticking...